Last year was kind of the year that basically changed my life. There were many days where I questioned my sexuality, this was weird because I previously thought of myself as asexual, because I never saw myself being in a relationship and I never wanted to be in one. But over time, I kind of accepted the fact that I would be okay in a good relationship.
For those of you that don’t know, Pansexuality means that I’m attracted ( for me, mainly romantic) to people of both sexes and all gender identities.
Some of you (actually a lot of you) may not find this surprising, and honestly, that’s why I’m telling you guys. That’s right, you’re the only ones that know so far. My mom is tolerant of the LGBT community and she even has gay and lesbian friends, so she would probably take it well, my dad on the other hand, I’m not sure. He’s a good person, don’t get me wrong, but I’m not sure ow he would take it, same goes for the rest of my family. However, the fact that one of my cousins came out as transgender, and my dad and a couple of family members I know support him and still love him, still gives me some hope. My IRL friends on the other hand, I don’t know how they would take it…
I may lose friends when I completely come out, and I’m honestly afraid to do it around people I know in real life, but I think coming out here is hopefully a good first step, I’m even shaking a little because I’m a bit nervous.
But thank you all for tolerating my ramblings and vents throughout last year, and thank you for being there for me, you are all awesome <3 *hugs*
