Okay I’m getting way off track with this blog. I’m doing line art for a new update soon. There will be more Henrietta and less Madoka Magica, I promise XP
Madoka Magica: Final Episode
For those of you curious about my viewing experience. c’:
The show…was good…and was pretty sad. But eh, what’re you gonna do c’:
*sobs*
Update
I’m very sorry for the inactivity, it seems I’ve run into an art block….
I just… lost inspiration, not ideas. That’s the most frustrating part of all…
If I make any sketches of Lamb, Sweet, or her sister that I deem good, I may upload them. :3
Also, I may make a new icon *shrugs*
But I really have to finish this arc, so yeah…
And I’ll make a proper pic celebrating 1,000 followers instead of just reblogging old stuff, hehe, don’t worry ^^
Last year was kind of the year that basically changed my life. There were many days where I questioned my sexuality, this was weird because I previously thought of myself as asexual, because I never saw myself being in a relationship and I never wanted to be in one. But over time, I kind of accepted the fact that I would be okay in a good relationship.
For those of you that don’t know, Pansexuality means that I’m attracted ( for me, mainly romantic) to people of both sexes and all gender identities.
Some of you (actually a lot of you) may not find this surprising, and honestly, that’s why I’m telling you guys. That’s right, you’re the only ones that know so far. My mom is tolerant of the LGBT community and she even has gay and lesbian friends, so she would probably take it well, my dad on the other hand, I’m not sure. He’s a good person, don’t get me wrong, but I’m not sure ow he would take it, same goes for the rest of my family. However, the fact that one of my cousins came out as transgender, and my dad and a couple of family members I know support him and still love him, still gives me some hope. My IRL friends on the other hand, I don’t know how they would take it…
I may lose friends when I completely come out, and I’m honestly afraid to do it around people I know in real life, but I think coming out here is hopefully a good first step, I’m even shaking a little because I’m a bit nervous.
But thank you all for tolerating my ramblings and vents throughout last year, and thank you for being there for me, you are all awesome <3 *hugs*
Not Lamb related, sorry.
But here’s a note from the mod…
I’ve been thinking of a new style, an easier one to be exact, this is sort of an example of it.
I dunno, I’m honestly disappointed and annoyed because, I want to do digital, it looks better, but I like this technique too. But both are hard to do if I don’t know what I’m doing.
And I wanna make posts because I know people are waiting, but at the same time I don’t want to give them sloppy, or off-model looking characters. I just don’t know what to do, I’m making more mod updates than I am actual posts. And that’s a problem.
Blog update and a new story arc
So I’m feeling much better today (thank you for the well-wishes, by the way ^^) Besides the insane fever dream I had last night, I’m still pretty sick, but I definitely don’t have a fever anymore, and it’s just allergies now. I’m pretty sure I got this way because of the smoke from the fires in California. It even got to the point where ash was falling from the sky…
As for the blog, I’ll be making some minor changes as I’m introducing a new story arc.
- First off, I’ll be using black/dark grey outlines for the blog instead of the colored ones, it’ll be much quicker to do. There will still be color in the blog so don’t fret ;)
- Second, there may be new characters
So there’s your update guys, I’ll be sketching and making a story. ;)
Heads up! URL/Name change!
Title says it all, I’m getting rid of the word ‘midlife’ from the title and URL.
Why? Well, just look at her, she doesn’t look that old!
So yeah, just a quick heads up!
A very happy new year to you all (+ Updates)
For those in the future already, happy 2014! Maybe you’ll already see the new update…Tell me what it’s like!
Oh yeah, it doesn’t work like that….
For those in the not-future (like me) happy almost new years!
So yeah, about that update, I hope for it to be done tomorrow, you all have been so patient. ;_;
And as for me sounding like a broken record, I’m still sorry for posting all that drama, and venting, and sadness, ugh. Maybe one of my new year’s resolution is to be less sad…
Art and blog-wise: I need to practice more on Sweet Scent, sometimes when I draw her, her body and face looks awkward, she deserves better… ;_:
Might have to update less frequently, maybe. Gotta make art for a portfolio. And for fun, of course. I watched a few a lot of anime shows this year I kinda want to make fan art of, hehe.
Well, that’s all for now. Happy New Years!
-Mod
You know what would make me really happy? If I got to pet an actual Lamb.
Like, omg have you seen videos of them? They jump around and their little tails wag and their fur is so curly and they have their cute little floppy ears. Just how is it possible that an animal can be this cute…
