Oh yeah, if I haven’t mentioned it already, I am making a new site for the series as well, it’s a lot to set up and get used to Dx

I maaaay upload it on Tapas and Webtoon as well, either in the full page form, or in the long-scrolling way that’s custom on there. Idk!!

I’m not a computer wizard so I hope I can get the site started up soon, lmao

So…I’m in the process of starting the series again, with an important detail

So it’s true! I’m in the process of starting…actually *restarting the series?

For the last three years, I was in a really rough position in my life, many mental and socioeconomic issues really deteriorated my mood, and emotions, it got really, really bad, and created really, really bad episodes in my life, as I was trying to find footing: and find myself

For the people asking where I was: Well, there’s the reason why.

Why not just start where I left off?? First off, I made it when I was a teenager, I had no real grasp on storytelling, it was total thought of consciousness process that created huge plot holes, lol (This whole thing started as an ask blog and it switched to comic mode…halfway!!!). Second, as the world and I have changed: the story needed to as well, to have more depth and meaning

Oh yeah, I’m a trans woman now, i mentioned that right??

But yes, as I’m restarting it, that does *not* mean i am merely redrawing the old issues: it means the story will largely be redone- and different. But with the same theme and tone as the earlier work…but with better pacing, writing, and artwork. I promise, It’ll be worth it.

This is my third attempt trying to do this, and well: Third time’s a charm?

I am hard at work working on *a lot* of things: writing, website building, art, etc. getting back in the groove of things, and will be updating with important info as i work on it

I deeply apologize for the unexpected absence, and I’m glad there’s still people invested: Let’s get this whole thing done, rightly, and in my own vision. <3

Twitter @WallisColours

Hey because like, this site is absolutely awful and nobody’s actually managing it at this point, I’m gonna slowly leave it, I’m not deleting my main account, it’ll still be here mind you

At this point, any update for anything comic or art related in general is going to be here:
https://twitter.com/WallisColours

If you wanna see anything from me at all, it will be there

at this point I can only hope this site would just end quicker, or, there’s a better blogging/comic alternative, because artists- not just nsfw ones are being stifled every day here, which is awful because it used to be so good at increasing visibility

no more, tumblr is gonna lose half their fanbase and deserve it, so yeah, follow me there if you can

It’s not something that’s easy to talk about, but I do have to finally break a months long silence on my absence, people keep messaging about it and I can’t bring myself to respond to them.

I think people underestimate how difficult- and time consuming comics are. For this series, it’s a one-woman job, I have to brainstorm, write, sketch, ink and color (plus endless proofreading) to get the quality I want (and the quality I think you guys deserve) all by myself, but recently, time for making the comic has been reduced, i have to focus on classes, and pay for rent, but the weight of all the responsibilities have come down crushing me and I wonder if I can do it at this time.

My mental health recently has also often times taken increasingly sharp turns for the worst, i’m less talkative and social, and often times my thoughts have gotten increasingly dark, bleak, isolated, and hopeless, and resulted in brief- but very intense mental breakdowns… some of which ended in self harm, and I had to break the silence on that to people close to me, and try to seek help so it could not result in anything worse.

I want things to be good- but they aren’t, I want to be the person that I want to be- but I’m not yet, I want to be able to churn stuff out regularly- but I can’t, and it’s hard to do anything when you feel like a disappointment to everyone.

I will finish this issue, and rework anything to the comic I think is flawed, I have a story to write and tell, and want everyone to see it, no matter what it takes, I will get this entire series done and won’t settle for anything less than what I want.

帰ってきます。

So a little life update, I had a huge realization a lil while back..

I’m trans!
Holy moly! It’s a huge thing for me, and I’ve been questioning my gender identity since 2014, I only fully came to the realization that I’m not cis last year.

So yeah, I am actively seeking out HRT at the moment, and am no longer going by male pronouns, I’m going by she/her now

It’s quite an understatement to say that I have been thinking of transitioning, or me transitioned every single day, dysphoria’s been hitting me super hard lately and seriously affecting my mood. So I’m really, really hoping I can get HRT soon and get what I want and need.

I also miss drawing and want to update again, I hate pulling a Steven Universe and only popping in once in a while, I want to be happier again, and I hope (and am sure) transitioning will help with that

Pause in this week’s update

There’s certain things I need to attend to that will keep me away from comic-ing, I’ll be back next week!        

THE COMIC IS RETURNING!! (THIS SUNDAY)

That’s right, this Sunday it’ll be back

It’ll be where we last left off, but since the hiatus was longer than expected, I’ll post some of the previous pages in a set leading up to it, it seems like a good thing to do

Thank you all for waiting, blegh, and I’m sorry again

And after that page there will be an artwork (or two idk) i’m sure you’ll all love…

So yeah

I kind of promised an update in June and June’s almost over

I’m, really sorry guys, a lot of stuff came in the way and it’s even harder to draw personal art quickly, i’m extending the hiatus until I can do a new page

at this point I literally have like, 2-3 hours of free time in the day to actually do art of any kind, it’s a summer class and everything’s fast-paced

I wanna get at least one page done during this time, the semester ends July 28, but yeah, i hope to get something done by then, I’m really sorry again guys…

I have been working on a picture since last weekend to give you all, I hope you’ll like it while you wait for a new page, and I’ll let you know when work on a new page has begun, take care

Hope y’all have been good

I’m been working to get by lately, my stupid school ends semesters late so blegh, it gets out at June. I do have Japanese class for like, all of July but it will literally be the only class I have (after that, I have like, 70% of the day free to do whatever I want) so I’ll still be able to do stuff fot this account.

Also luckily have been getting good ideas for the comic, first things first, gonna finish episode 3, theeen going to do major reworkings to the previous two issues (I have started this process but never fully finished it)

I hope to give you guys an art or two in the meantime! I don’t want to stop anytime soon, take care, sweeties and I’ll be back soon

~<3

Hiatus until June.

Yeah, I’m going to need to take one, because juggling all this stuff together is really causing an unprecedented stress that I’ve never had with any work before.

And if I do it now, the comic work is gonna be half-assed, I don’t want that, you all don’t want that, so this is gonna be for the best, plus I’m sure that you’re all sick of hearing “No update this week” posts as much as I am

Does this mean I’ll not upload anything until then? Most likely not, I’ll still do sketches and stuff to keep this blog afloat, stuff that’s low effort and still allows me to do work.

Thank you all for understanding, and I’ll give you a specific time for when the comic issue will return.